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  <title>Get it Here</title>
  <subtitle>Search Assistance for the QAF Fandom - Have We Got a Story for You!</subtitle>
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    <name>Get It Here</name>
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  <updated>2015-01-12T00:04:00Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1868246</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_207231</name>
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    <title>Limitations, Push, One by Ardra</title>
    <published>2015-01-12T00:04:00Z</published>
    <updated>2015-01-12T00:04:00Z</updated>
    <category term="kink: blood play"/>
    <category term="b/j physical violence"/>
    <category term="download: wayback link in comments"/>
    <category term="download: aly's fic fldr mirror @sidebar"/>
    <category term="pm/email requester or commenter for copy"/>
    <category term="kink: bdsm"/>
    <category term="author: ardra"/>
    <category term="abusive brian"/>
    <category term="ooc"/>
    <category term="squick"/>
    <category term="abused justin"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>12</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='yvonnereid.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=225089&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://yvonnereid.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;yvonnereid.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hello Again lol.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am looking for Limitations, Push and One by the author Ardra. I pm'ed  some people from previous posts about thes stories to see if they still had them, but got no replies. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I really want to read it again. It didn't get saved from my old computer onto my laptop.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Or maybe Is it posted online anywhere now?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you have the story please send it to yvonne.reid96@yahoo.com&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Please and thank you - Yvonne xxxx&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thank you chadmom - it's in Aly's GIH 4-shared mirror. Link in the sidebar on the right called "Recover Lost Fics"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Link to read it online is here&lt;a href="http://web.archive.org/web/20070210074645/http://ardra.irishcaelan.com/"&gt;http://web.archive.org/web/20070210074645/http://ardra.irishcaelan.com/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thank you Edith.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1868246" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1749235</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_72528</name>
    </author>
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    <title>Michael gets shot</title>
    <published>2013-07-28T21:40:00Z</published>
    <updated>2013-07-28T21:40:00Z</updated>
    <category term="download: personal dl link in comments"/>
    <category term="brian kicks justin out"/>
    <category term="michael"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="abusive brian"/>
    <category term="author: amy kinney"/>
    <category term="anti-ensemble"/>
    <category term="ooc"/>
    <category term="violence"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>6</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='emac66.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=75769&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://emac66.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;emac66.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And people think Justin did it. &amp;nbsp;Brian beats him up, kicks him out. &amp;nbsp;Then they find out its someone else. &amp;nbsp;Brian goes after Justin.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Found:&amp;nbsp; &lt;strong&gt;Amy Kinney called I Didn&amp;rsquo;t Do It&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1749235" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1705389</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://13guess.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_1013249"/>
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    <title>Jealous and threatening Brian</title>
    <published>2013-03-04T15:33:00Z</published>
    <updated>2013-03-04T15:33:00Z</updated>
    <category term="violence"/>
    <category term="b/j drunk or stoned"/>
    <category term="non-con or dub-con"/>
    <category term="squick"/>
    <category term="what if?"/>
    <category term="justin finds out why b hit michael"/>
    <category term="author: ardra"/>
    <category term="brian accidentally hits/hurts justin"/>
    <category term="s-5 (the author's way)"/>
    <category term="ted"/>
    <category term="abused justin"/>
    <category term="ted has a crush on justin"/>
    <category term="b/j in the hospital"/>
    <category term="abusive brian"/>
    <category term="b/j jealous"/>
    <category term="not found"/>
    <category term="kink: bdsm"/>
    <category term="justin has allergies or asthma"/>
    <category term="author: lady b"/>
    <category term="kink: blood play"/>
    <category term="b/j physical violence"/>
    <category term="pairing: justin/ted"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>4</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='13guess.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=1177351&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://13guess.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;13guess.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hello. I hope some of you find this fiction too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Of course it was B/J (and I seem to remember it had an happy ending). Brian was quite jealous and he became just a little bit too threatening towards Justin. He used the nickname &amp;quot;sunshine&amp;quot; in a very defilingly way!&lt;br /&gt;I do not remember anything else. I hope it is enough! I&amp;#39;ve already checked the &amp;quot;jealous&amp;quot; tag but I wasn&amp;#39;t lucky.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Since it&amp;#39;s my first post here I hope I&amp;#39;ve done everything right!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks!!! :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Edit: &lt;/b&gt;Still &lt;b&gt;not found &lt;/b&gt;unluckily. But thanks nonetheless to &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://feelthepulse.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://feelthepulse.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;feelthepulse&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; who gave me a couple of suggestions! :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1705389" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1690993</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://fail-or-fly.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_2055425"/>
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    <title>Fic where Brian does something to hurt Justin</title>
    <published>2013-01-27T18:51:00Z</published>
    <updated>2013-01-27T18:51:00Z</updated>
    <category term="what if?"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="author: ardra"/>
    <category term="brian accidentally hits/hurts justin"/>
    <category term="author: amanda jackson"/>
    <category term="non-con or dub-con"/>
    <category term="b/j have rough or angry sex"/>
    <category term="squick"/>
    <category term="kink: bdsm"/>
    <category term="kink: blood play"/>
    <category term="kip"/>
    <category term="author: gina aka toploft69"/>
    <category term="b/j physical violence"/>
    <category term="brian hurts justin &amp; has to win him back"/>
    <category term="download: aly's fic fldr mirror @sidebar"/>
    <category term="abused justin"/>
    <category term="abusive brian"/>
    <category term="author: sun"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>3</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='fail-or-fly.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=2854903&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://fail-or-fly.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;fail-or-fly.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;#39;m just in one of those moods to read a fic where Brian hurts Justin. Emotionally or physically, Deliberately&amp;nbsp;or not. Doesn&amp;#39;t matter to me.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;P.S &lt;/b&gt;I&amp;#39;ve combed through the justin hurt or down a well tag many times.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Update: Thanks for the suggestions!&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1690993" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1628306</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_207231</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_207231"/>
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    <title>'Push' by Ardra in word doc?</title>
    <published>2012-07-27T19:57:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-07-27T19:57:00Z</updated>
    <category term="abused justin"/>
    <category term="abusive brian"/>
    <category term="non-con or dub-con"/>
    <category term="e-fics/pdfs/docs for dl"/>
    <category term="ooc"/>
    <category term="squick"/>
    <category term="pm/email requester or commenter for copy"/>
    <category term="kink: bdsm"/>
    <category term="author: ardra"/>
    <category term="kink: blood play"/>
    <category term="b/j physical violence"/>
    <category term="download: aly's fic fldr mirror @sidebar"/>
    <dw:mood>curious</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>24</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='yvonnereid.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=225089&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://yvonnereid.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;yvonnereid.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hi folks,its me again ;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am looking for a fic called 'Push' by Ardra which is in the wayback machine in the links in the sidebar here. The problem is I can't stop getting distracted by that ugly white box that stays at the top of the page in there and I can't read the fic in...shall we call it comfort? Because im distracted. Does any of you lovely folks know if its posted anywhere else or maybe one of you has in word doc or pdf?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Please help if you can,as soon as you can because I am wanting to get back to reading it asap :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks in advance,Vonnie xoxox&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Edited~sent to me by delvalmom,thanks alot xx&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Note to mods,I want to say sorry if I opened up a can of worms on this topic.I swear to god that was not my intention.I just wanted to find the story.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1628306" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1623438</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_207231</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_207231"/>
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    <title>Jack kills Craig and Jen and takes Justin</title>
    <published>2012-07-16T22:13:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-07-16T22:13:00Z</updated>
    <category term="craig"/>
    <category term="jack"/>
    <category term="b/j physical violence"/>
    <category term="author: sweetkitty"/>
    <category term="brian holds j captive/j falls in luv"/>
    <category term="abused justin"/>
    <category term="violence"/>
    <category term="au"/>
    <category term="abusive brian"/>
    <category term="non-con or dub-con"/>
    <category term="death fic: minor character"/>
    <category term="abandoned wip?"/>
    <category term="squick"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>23</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='yvonnereid.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=225089&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://yvonnereid.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;yvonnereid.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hi my friends,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Im wreaking my peanut brain trying to find the fic in the subject box 'Jack kills Craig and Jen and takes Justin '&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I remember craig owes Jack money or something but can't afford to pay it so craig takes Justin who is just small at the time.I think Jack shoots Craig and Jen before they leave. Years later Brian (who I think has groomed Justin to obey him) takes Justin out on his 17th? birthday to dinner,and after dinner takes him to a room and beats him before getting him to suck him off (I remember Brian isn't a good person but I think they do fall in love)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was reading this story not long ago but I lost it,now I can't get it out of my head and want to re read it again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do you know it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks so much &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://snow-white79.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://snow-white79.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;snow_white79&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; and &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://koraline86.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://koraline86.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;koraline86&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; Link is in comments,thanks again.I am off to read it again :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1623438" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1375286</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://britinlure.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_1375387"/>
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    <title>Justin Abused by Gang Member.</title>
    <published>2011-05-22T22:41:00Z</published>
    <updated>2011-05-22T22:41:00Z</updated>
    <category term="abused brian"/>
    <category term="anti-michael"/>
    <category term="abused justin"/>
    <category term="author: gina aka toploft69"/>
    <category term="kidnapped or missing"/>
    <category term="author: dayna"/>
    <category term="brian hurts justin &amp; has to win him back"/>
    <category term="author: nichole"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="anti-lindsay"/>
    <category term="author: amanda jackson"/>
    <category term="anti-ben"/>
    <category term="brian's bracelet!fic"/>
    <category term="author: mouse and chris"/>
    <category term="b/j injured"/>
    <category term="abusive brian"/>
    <category term="author: sun"/>
    <category term="brian cries or emotionally breaks down"/>
    <category term="brian says &quot;i love you&quot;"/>
    <category term="b/j fight"/>
    <category term="download: personal dl link in comments"/>
    <category term="author: lyylee"/>
    <category term="author: nightvision55"/>
    <category term="non-con or dub-con"/>
    <category term="hustler justin"/>
    <category term="author: shelly elwell"/>
    <category term="violence"/>
    <category term="dr. dave"/>
    <category term="brian accidentally hits/hurts justin"/>
    <category term="rape fic"/>
    <category term="download: wayback link in comments"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="author: lizzy aka lizzy121202"/>
    <category term="anti-craig"/>
    <category term="author: alerion"/>
    <dw:music>Cee Lo Green "F**k You"</dw:music>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>8</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='britinlure.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=1702195&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://britinlure.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;britinlure.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's me again. Okay, so I've been going through all the tags and am a little sad that I couldn't really find what I was looking for to read. So, I am posting, hoping that someone can help me out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am looking for any sort of stories that turn someone from the gang against Justin, like they blackmail and/or abuse him or whatever. Lindsey or Michael would be the better bets but anyone from the gang is fine with me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And if there are anything to do mostly around Justin's allergies or asthma or whatever that Brian has to take care of him after a huge scare about it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1375286" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1157711</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://mizzchoco.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_2391009"/>
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    <title>Mob Fic</title>
    <published>2010-07-13T13:36:00Z</published>
    <updated>2010-07-13T13:36:00Z</updated>
    <category term="b/j crooks/conmen/mobsters"/>
    <category term="anti-craig"/>
    <category term="abusive brian"/>
    <category term="au"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>6</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='mizzchoco.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=3227323&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://mizzchoco.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;mizzchoco.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hi there again! I'm looking for a fic a read a while ago, but forgot to bookmark it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All I remember that Craig owes mobster! Brian, money. Justin steps in during their fight and Brian takes Justin with him in exchange for the amount due. Brian's abusive in it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Does it ring a bell?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FOUND! LINK IN COMMENTS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1157711" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:909657</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://pfirsich-rose.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_406477"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/909657.html"/>
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    <title>Brett / Brian abuses Justin</title>
    <published>2009-11-25T15:41:00Z</published>
    <updated>2009-11-25T15:41:00Z</updated>
    <category term="author: netlagd aka netfics"/>
    <category term="abusive brian"/>
    <category term="rage comic or movie"/>
    <category term="abused justin"/>
    <category term="author: netlagd aka netfics fic index"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>5</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='pfirsich-rose.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=471901&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://pfirsich-rose.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;pfirsich-rose.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hi all,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm looking for stories with Brett Keller - are there any? I'm not picky.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And also I was looking for stories in which Brian abuses/hits Justin. I looked at the abuse-tags, but that was all Justin being abused by others. Or Brian slapped him once etc.&lt;br /&gt;Maybe there are AU-fics? I know this is OOC, but was just wondering if fics like this exist.&lt;br /&gt;Thanks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=909657" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:873565</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_134994</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_134994"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/873565.html"/>
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    <title>Brian abuses Justin</title>
    <published>2009-10-17T13:47:00Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-17T13:47:00Z</updated>
    <category term="au"/>
    <category term="abusive brian"/>
    <category term="download: wayback link in comments"/>
    <category term="abused justin"/>
    <category term="author: ardra"/>
    <category term="kink: bdsm"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>10</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='beeceexx.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=142543&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://beeceexx.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;beeceexx.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hi i was wondering if there were any stories where Brian abuses Justin before realising that he's just like his Dad? I've already looked through the memories and tags and haven't found anything specific with brian doing the abusing.&lt;br /&gt;Thankx in advance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=873565" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:799258</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_16548</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_16548"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/799258.html"/>
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    <title>Exploosive temper brian?</title>
    <published>2009-08-14T00:09:00Z</published>
    <updated>2009-08-14T00:09:00Z</updated>
    <category term="brian says &quot;i'm sorry&quot;"/>
    <category term="joan"/>
    <category term="author: danny"/>
    <category term="ooc"/>
    <category term="abusive brian"/>
    <category term="holiday: christmas"/>
    <category term="author: amanda jackson"/>
    <category term="b/j physical violence"/>
    <category term="brian accidentally hits/hurts justin"/>
    <category term="kip"/>
    <category term="b/j fight"/>
    <category term="author: bigboobedcanuck aka keira"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>4</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='batgurl10.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=17083&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://batgurl10.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;batgurl10.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im in a weird mood,  R there any fics where brians temper gets the best  of him n he takes it out on justin physically?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;of course i prefer happy ending fics where he is verrrrry sorry afterwards?&lt;br /&gt;thnkies&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=799258" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:789974</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_367908</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_367908"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/789974.html"/>
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    <title>Unhealthy Brian and Justin, Found</title>
    <published>2009-08-04T17:12:00Z</published>
    <updated>2009-08-04T17:12:00Z</updated>
    <category term="kink: bdsm"/>
    <category term="author: ardra"/>
    <category term="b/j fight"/>
    <category term="kink: blood play"/>
    <category term="b/j physical violence"/>
    <category term="download: wayback link in comments"/>
    <category term="abused justin"/>
    <category term="abusive brian"/>
    <category term="non-con or dub-con"/>
    <category term="ooc"/>
    <category term="squick"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>3</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='whimsypixie.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=417733&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://whimsypixie.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;whimsypixie.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hi, I'm&amp;nbsp; looking for a fic were Brian and Justin are in a twisted relationship.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;Aside from that all I remember is near the end they have a fight. And Justin has an art show with paintings&lt;br /&gt; about the relationship. And he was nervous about Brian seeing them and his reaction. &lt;br /&gt;Thanks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Found! thanks to highd. However, link is down should be back soon tho.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=789974" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:674594</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_56201</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_56201"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/674594.html"/>
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    <title>Bad-assed, evil, mean Brian</title>
    <published>2009-04-01T15:32:00Z</published>
    <updated>2009-04-01T15:32:00Z</updated>
    <category term="download: wayback link in comments"/>
    <category term="author: landlady_4rent"/>
    <category term="author: chris"/>
    <category term="author: rizabeau"/>
    <category term="author: yoursweater"/>
    <category term="dead link"/>
    <category term="author: gaedhal"/>
    <category term="non-con or dub-con"/>
    <category term="b/j vampires"/>
    <category term="violence"/>
    <category term="death fic: major character"/>
    <category term="b/j physical violence"/>
    <category term="author: crazyfairy/crzyundedfairy/joanne"/>
    <category term="anti-brian"/>
    <category term="justin is kidnapped"/>
    <category term="prison fic"/>
    <category term="comm: queerasfandom (not q_a_f)"/>
    <category term="ooc"/>
    <category term="au"/>
    <category term="abusive brian"/>
    <category term="author: defensivewalls aka crazyfairy"/>
    <category term="author: seperis aka jenn"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>28</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='brianswalk.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=58072&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://brianswalk.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;brianswalk.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm looking for fics in which Brian is evil.  Mean.  A total unflinching &lt;i&gt;bastard&lt;/i&gt;.  As examples, I give you &lt;a href="http://community.livejournal.com/queerasfandom/5966.html#cutid1"&gt;The Stockholm Syndrome&lt;/a&gt; by &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://yoursweater.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://yoursweater.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;yoursweater&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; and &lt;a href="http://seperis.illuminatedtext.com/other/colderinmyskin.html"&gt;Colder In My Skin&lt;/a&gt; by &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://seperis.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://seperis.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;seperis&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;Obviously, these would be AUs or ARs, because &lt;i&gt;our&lt;/i&gt; Brian is not a violent man.  Since I can't ask for them to be in character, I ask for them to be well written.  And finished.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;ETA:&lt;/b&gt; Not what I was looking for, but there are links in the comments!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=674594" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:583146</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_135444</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_135444"/>
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    <title>getithere @ 2008-12-14T22:59:00</title>
    <published>2008-12-14T22:59:00Z</published>
    <updated>2008-12-14T22:59:00Z</updated>
    <category term="violence"/>
    <category term="awol authors"/>
    <category term="mpreg: pregnant justin"/>
    <category term="abused justin"/>
    <category term="squick"/>
    <category term="abusive brian"/>
    <category term="fandom: fic or author info"/>
    <category term="lost fic"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>4</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='dreamy-jean.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=143115&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://dreamy-jean.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;dreamy-jean.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A Romeo and Juliet fic out there? (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Are there any of &lt;strong&gt;aries&lt;/strong&gt; fics out there? I've read about them but I've not read any of&amp;nbsp;them.&amp;nbsp;I've read about one were Justin is keeping a secret (he's pregnant) from Brian, and Brian abuses him. It sounds interesting and I want to read it. I've never read a B/J abuse fic. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know it's difeent but&amp;nbsp;I like different and I want to read different. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=583146" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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