I've tried having a look on Midnight Whispers, ATP and Queer Eyes, but I haven't been able to find it yet. The author also wrote 'Anyone Can Make Scrambled Eggs', 'The Fall of Brian Kinney', and 'Merry Christmas, will you marry me?' amongst other things, but so far the only links I have been able to come up with have been for the bjfic site. I'll keep trying though because I want to read it again as well now!