I'm happy it's the right fic. I really like this one too. And don't worry about the speaking English thing. I'm German and I know how hard it is. I think people are only shy if the situation in which they are talking English is not real. You know what I mean? Anyway, a good way of organzing fic is this: http://delicious.com/suze81 I use it all the time and it's pretty easy to save and find fics you really like.