hustler Justin

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I'm looking for a story in which Justin is a hustler and Brian is his customer. The scene I remember is that when they have sex Justin always try to stay uninvolved, doesn't want to get off and avoids the spot, so to speak.

I think, though I am not sure it's the same story, that Brian is "inexperienced", still he becomes a regular customer and maybe his sex with Justin is the first time he tries it with a guy.
Not much to go by, I know. I just distinctly remember that Justin tries hard to be distanced.

Thanks for any help.

Just had another flashback about the story's content, but again I'm not sure if I mix things up: It's maddening that I can't seem to remember anything clearly, but Justin trying to be stoic while Brian is f... him, and I think Justin is Brian's first foray into gay sex and he comes to a place for Hustler's, and keeps coming back. Justin also has problems with a pimp, I think, who doesn't want to loose his "income", way of making money and Brian tries to get Justin away, gets him a different place, but I'm not sure if I'm mixing stories here.



Nicki

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[blue-eyedstar.livejournal.com]

I just read Secret Lives (http://scoobysnacksfix.livejournal.com/?skip=10&tag=secret+lives) by scoobysnacksfix, where Brian in inexperienced, but Justin 's not really distanced, so I doubt this is the one you're looking for. But what the hell, I figure you could give it a try, it's not bad.

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

It reminds me of two different stories. The first one sounds like “Justin’s Hoodie” by Vamphile; it’s one of the darkest stories I’ve read, but it’s amazing: http://asylums.insanejournal.com/qaf_drabbles/234165.html

Brian as inexperienced and becoming Justin’s most regular customer sounds like “Secret Lives” by Scoobysnacks: http://scoobysnacksfix.livejournal.com/tag/secret+lives

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

...just for fun, here's my list of hustler-Justin. If it's not one of the two I mentioned, maybe it's one of the others. http://delicious.com/natalilaurin/hustler-justin

[arrowthroughme.livejournal.com]

Thanks, I know this one,but that's not it.

In the story I have in mind Justin tries to stay emotionally distanced and Brian is not married to Lindsay.

[arrowthroughme.livejournal.com]

This list is amazing and I have already checked it out, but only some in more detail when I went through the descriptions. I have to look again as this list seems to be rather a complete one.

It's not secret lives,I think that is too "new" and Justin pretty much falls for Brian straight away, and in the story I have in mind, I don't think Brian is married to Lindsay.
I have to check Vamphile's, but again, too recent, I think.

It's maddening that I can't seem to remember anything clearly, but Justin trying to be stoic while Brian is f... him, and I think Justin is Brian's first foray into gay sex and he comes to a place for Hustler's, and keeps coming back. Justin also has problems with a pimp, I think, who doesn't want to loose his "income", way of making money and Brian tries to get Justin away, gets him a different place, but I'm not sure if I'm mixing stories here.

Thanks anyway,

Nicki

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

Could you be thinking of "Lost" by Mouse and Chris. It's a pretty old one, (one of the first I read actually) but it's a post-110 AU and it doesn't have a closet-Brian.

Brian doesn't find Justin when he runs away, but about a year later Brian has moved to New York and hires a hustler from an escort service, and Justin shows up at his apartment. Brian tries to get him out, but he has a pimp who won't let him go. He rapes Justin in one scene and Justin is pretty withdrawn emotionally for a while after Brian finds him. It's on my list, but the link is to the rescued stories page on Midnight Whispers.

Dont' know if that's it, but it's one of my favorite stories. Definitely worth reading.

[arrowthroughme.livejournal.com]

Thanks for all your help.

I have to check your complete list.
Actually I am not sure about closet Brian, the only real thing I remember is Justin being fucked by Brian and trying to avoid getting off, as he knows it's just a job. He even tries to avoid Brian hitting his spot, because he doesn't want to become aroused.
And I know that Brian comes to Justin repeatedly.

I don't know if Brian has had experience before or if it is just convenient to have an easy fuck, so he goes for a hustler.

Nicki

[elvenfixation.livejournal.com]

No problem.

Your description does sounds like "Justin's Hoodie." Brian's just gone through the cancer in that one, which is why he's reluctant to trick. So he hires a hustler, but after the first night can't let Justin go. And Justin keeps freaking out every time he gets off because he's been taught repeatedly by his former pimp that it's wrong for him to enjoy sex.

Anyway, I hope you find the one you want.