angst and death

[mila-norge.livejournal.com]

hello everyone. finally weekend. i kind of found back to my qaf fanfic addiction and wanted now to ask you guys if you could recomend me any fanfics to read this weekend. i am looking for some brian/justin stories where one, or even both are getting abused or otherwise goes through an angsty situation. or also stories where one of them, or both are dying or death.
i hope you guys can help me with that. i really would appreciate it.

EDIT: Thank you all for your help. Fics are to be found in the comments...

Comments

[zaipixie.livejournal.com]

Angst.

From a safe distance (http://queerasfolk.wired-hub.net/fasd_01.html)

One of my faves.

I have something else in mind too, but I can't find a link at the moment. I'll Be Back! ;)

[zaipixie.livejournal.com]

Ok!

Got it.

Boys of Melody (http://www.bjfic.net/main/viewstory.php?sid=4991&warning=NC-17) by sweetestdrain

[secretsolitaire.livejournal.com]

Angst and death, yay! ;-)

Susurrus (http://community.livejournal.com/qaf_giftxchnge/28133.html) by etharei (cancer angst)
not your leaving but your not coming back (http://mojokid.livejournal.com/23510.html) by mojokid (L.A. separation angst)
Remiss (http://community.livejournal.com/bjfic/81665.html) by vedaprophet (character death)
Russian Roulette (http://bloodyrose82.livejournal.com/108737.html) (breakup angst) and Meet Me Under the Street Light (http://bloodyrose82.livejournal.com/59385.html) (breakup angst and character death) by bloodyrose82
Omelet (http://rhiannonhero.net/rhi/QueerAsFolk/omelet.html) (HIV scare) and Apollo's End (http://rhiannonhero.net/rhi/QueerAsFolk/apollosend.html) (character death) by rhiannonfic
Negation (http://not-nearly.livejournal.com/94095.html) by jane2005 (Brian gets raped -- scroll down the page to see links to all 15 chapters)

That should get you started.

[holy-pancake.livejournal.com]

Two death fics:

So Does Life (http://suzvoy.livejournal.com/1771212.html)

Entwined (http://windtossed.livejournal.com/10023.html)