Justin Self harms

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Justin self harms
Hi all - I have another request. A while back I was following a story on the old BJfic.net site before it went down about Justin when he starting to cut himself. The story starts out with a drunk Justin accidently cutting himself at the sink and it develops from there. Brian eventually finds out when he ties Justin up to a table while "playing". I think it was called "Cut" but I could be wrong.

(On a side note - the old BJfic site has been down for about a year and maybe I'm not checking the tags right but is there a place to find the old fics from that site? Or did all the fics go down with the site? )

Thank you.

ETA - the fic is called Cut by punk pixie and it was on the old BJFic site before it was defunct.

ETA part two - available via request. Please read comments.

Justin talks to dead Ethan's ashes...

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I really hope somebody will know this fic. I don't remember much, Justin lives alone after his boyfriend's (I think Ethan's but i can be wrong) suicide, Justin kept the ashes in an urn and he often talks to it but it's more funny than sad, he is more angry than hurt and i think Hunter(or some other hustler) moves in with him (but they're not together!)... and that's about all i remember other than that I really liked reading this fic. Please help? ;)





Story found. It's "Dear Mr. K" by Moonshadow Woman. Links in comments. :)