getithere | Brian/Justin after bombing

I am looking for a story that I believe takes places after the bombing (could be wrong). Brian and Justin are having a conversation about how Justin felt that Brian was not there for him in the early days after his bashing and Brian was hurt by this. I can't remember any other details. I believe it comes out that Justin finds out Brian was there at the hospital. Also, I am looking for any story where Justin is in a relationship with someone else and brian really fights to win him back.