Self Mutilation

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

I was trying to think of the name of a fic I might have read or that might be just a figment of my imagination. I'm very vague on the details, but I'm open to any similar fics. Either Brian or Justin got into cutting or had a history of cutting that the fic went into. I believe it was an AU/AR fic where they were both younger...or maybe it was done in flashbacks. I'm also not sure if the fic was a series or standalone or if it was centered around the cutting or had a bigger storyline. Any recommendations?

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cutter Justin

[foreverfolked.livejournal.com]

In this one Justin is a cutter. It's one of my favourite stories, but I reccomend you have some tissues on hand.

ROSEWATER
http://www.bjfic.net/main/viewstory.php?sid=6071&warning=R

However, I'm not sure it's the one you are talking about. I'm pretty sure you are describing the one where Justin ends up getting AIDS, injected by his father. It's a really dark fic at first and in the end I think Brian falls in love with someone named Gabriel, who is I guess Justin's little brother whom he was reincarnated as. Hmmm... not sure if that's a good description, but I'm pretty sure it was a complete fic. Brian is in a rock band I believe at some point too.

However, I can't find that at BJFIC, though I know it was posted there. I hope I haven't made this more confusing. But now this is going to be driving me crazy until someone finds it! Eeek! -Forever, R.H.

Re: cutter Justin

[foreverfolked.livejournal.com]

http://www.bjfic.net/main/viewstory.php?sid=6178
Bleeding Emotions... this is not the one I'm describing, but it's another cutter fic I believe.

Re: cutter Justin

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

I've read that one...no one cuts in it, but I love it. It's an awesome fic.

Re: cutter Justin

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

Thanks!

I've never heard of the AIDS one though.

Re: cutter Justin

[foreverfolked.livejournal.com]

Oh, I wish someone did, if I knew how to make a search post on this community I would. I know it's complete and I am pretty sure that it's been posted at the Moonshadow Tribe and BJFIC. But I can't find it anywhere. Sorry I couldn't help with yours more.