I'm looking for 2 fics tonight.
1- it's a future fic that I think I may have read on bjfic.net... pretty sure it's listed as a major character death fic, so I searched MW, but didn't find it there. I'm 99% sure it's a one-shot. Basically, it's done in the format like "10 years later" "20 years later" "40 years later" you get the point. In this fic Brian and Justin never got back together after the end of the series... I think it was like the 40 years later one or something when Justin finds out that Brian died. Unfortunately that's all I remember about it and I don't have it bookmarked since I read it long before I started saving links. Even if you only have the bjfic link (if it is actually a bjfic link), I'll take that, so I can at least read it when the site comes back up.
2- Raped!Justin fic where he hides it from Brian for like a really long time before Brian finds out about it. I think it's at Sap's party where he gets raped. There might be a scene where Justin is on the roof of the loft building, ready to jump off and kill himself, but I might be confusing fics. I thought I read it on fanfiction.net but I can't find it on there, so I might be mistaken.
Hope someone knows what I'm talking about with my terrible memory and vague descriptions.
Thanks in advance!
Pretty sure I found the 2nd request. I think I was confusing combining Nowhere to Run
and Turning Points
by Britin in my head. Thank you wouldbedorothy
for the links and for helping me figure out my mistake!
The first request was by bloodyrose82 found by eva213 Thank you! Link in comments